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10:13 a.m. - 17.10.02 Yesterday I started to feel nauseous, and today I feel really nauseous, but it is important to me that I go to class. So goodbye bad feelings and hello imported good feelings that will take their place when I refuse to recognize them! If I'm not feeling bad, then I must be feeling either nothing or good, and what body wouldn't rather feel good than nothing? So there you go. Lately my days have been going into playing Diablo 2, which is really a pointless exercise, since you just run around killing things and collecting the items they drop, hoping that those items are better than the ones you already have. There's fun in it, though, especially when playing with friends, but I am still mad at myself with not doing something more productive, even if I don't actually have anything more productive that needs to get done. Which I don't - it really is scary, when my schedule isn't flooded with work I really get off light. Other than some reading, which was enjoyable (Death of a Salesman and the Zhounji). It has let me get pretty far into "Hard boiled Wonderland and the End of the World" by Haruki Murakami, which is proving to be just wonderful after a bit of an odd start. I don't think that I would give up my shadow to live in the End of the World, even if I got to be the dreamreader. Murakami's work is peachy, I think that he is going to be my next big author. I've already checked the library, and they have at least a couple more of his books, and with the way I have been reading for pleasure lately (ie not at all), that should keep me in reading material for ages. Yesterday I had a bit of a discovery - I think that I am searching for enlightenment. Whee, now it's time for Japanese class, followed by three hours of nothing, followed by three hours of class! Joy upon joys. At some point I have to go get the projector from reslife for anime tonight, or send Dan to do it, or we can both go, which would probably be the best scenario. I keep forgetting, but there is also a bunch of reading I have to get done for The Lantern, even if I really don't have the patience or the drive for it right now. But, maybe that three hours will be spent doing that and burning cds for anime club people. yes, probably, because everyone should have FLCL! It is golden!
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