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8:34 p.m. - 19.12.02 Right now I feel...pretty torn between letting myself be happy and wishing that things hadn't worked out like this. How does anyone know how they really feel? I always feel so many things at once that I don't want to decide because, well, what if what is really best isn't a current option? And then when someone forces you to decide, it just always seems like the decision that you made wasn't entirely your own, but based on their urging. And what makes it worse is the fact that I never want to hurt anyone. Typical! : ) I'm just a whiner who can't have everything she wants, though. So, I should just get a hobby and learn that life is never simple. No matter how clean you think it appears to be :-p Oh, and by the way, so now telemarketers are allowed to call at 9:00 now? Since when? Isn't that rude? I thought that it was. What kind of "health insurance opinion poll" is this, sir? Both of my parents are already asleep, and I am not qualified to speak to you, so just go away. Oh, and another call that annoyed me today was an MCI guy who just WOULDN'T let me off the phone. No, I can't talk to you about our long distance, no, my parents CAN'T come to the phone right now, my mom is asleep and my dad isn't home, no, I DON'T know a better time for you to call back (you know as well as I do that they don't want to talk to you either, jerk). He was really rude and snippy to me, too. ARGH.
Today my eyes hurt, so I wore my glasses, which was a neat switch. they are, however, very out of date, prescription-wise, and this means that my vision was all wonky all day, which in turn lent a kind of dreamy feel to everything. *crosses fingers* heres to the countdown to January 1st, when our insurance comes back and I can get new glasses! cute chunky black sterotypical emo frames here I come! :p heheh, well, only if I feel particularly...umm...adventurous that day. Everyone keeps talking about Lord of the Rings, and I would like to announce that I have NOT seen it yet, so please don't spoil it for me : ) if you're a thought you will want me to think you and I did.
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