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12:44 a.m. - 21.12.02 So...yes. I wrote another entry earlier today, but deleted it because it was, well, crappy. This entry will not be less crappy, but it will be less upsetting to read, and less upsetting for me to write. Alright, so it wasn't upsetting. It was more an entry consisting of me talking about some things that piss me off. So it would have been upsetting to other people, had they read into it too much. And really, I don't want to deal with it, because last night was full of depressing thoughts that are not going to go through my head tonight, because suddenly they seem less important, less real. When you're not obsessing about things and make yourself go out and then make yourself have fun and confront the things that scare you, well, suddenly you can deal with it, and it isn't as bad as you thought that it would be. There are too many pop songs about getting married right now. It may be in vogue, but it weirds me out. May I never be someone who says "shut up" every 5 seconds for purposes other than making someone be quiet. Ladies! gentlemen! Today I am getting-----A digital camera!! Yes, it is my only Christmas present! and yes, it is primarily for me to use for Japan, but that does not prevent me for using it for stupid things, like taking pictures of, well, anything, if I want to. I have my list of "things to look for in a good digital camera," my mom insists we have to go early, so we can get to Best Buy just as it opens. and, since I have to get up early, its time for bed!
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