11:30 p.m. - 28.11.02
Michelle and herself for him. The end.
Here are my feelings:

I feel happy. I am thankful for everything and everyone who makes my life happy and wonderful like it is. I am thankful that my family could be together this Thanksgiving, and that no major fistfights broke out.

Little kids can be fun, especially when they go home eventually. But they should not tell dirty jokes, it just seems wrong somehow.

Lemon Meringue pie is wonderful.

It is good that I got 4 pages of my 1st of the last two Daoism papers written. It is good that I got all of the stuff sent out for my going to Japan.

I don't know if I made the right decisions, but I know that whatever happens, everything will turn out all right in the end. This is a part of why I have stopped writing about when I am sad, and why I am sad, and things like that.

I am thankful for my intelligence, and for the things that, while not accomplishing other things, I have accomplished. When you hear people talk about how wonderful you are all day even you start to believe it, and the things you think are little accomplishments and such seem actually important. When you view things from other people's perspectives, hey, you might not actually look like the slacker do nothing bum that you feel like most of the time.

You do do cool things, and you know, you just almost described yourself when you described the girl you thought was the most perfect girl on the face of the planet.

so what makes her so special anyway? the fact that she's not you?

So let me have a big head for today's entry. umm...so desu ne...

oh, and I heart Kodocha. and Azumanga Daioh. Here is a link to some people who are doign scanlations of the latter. I love them.

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