5:13 p.m. - 29.04.03
rambly sick entry...don't mind me.
urrrg I am feeling really pretty sick right now, feverish and kinda delirious. I have spent most of the day in bed or on the computer, not bad things, but things made bad by the fact that I have to be sick to do them so extensively. My lord I even had the delirium to write something that contains a bit of an arguement with what Chris's recent diary entry says! What in the world is wrong with me, that is a bit OOC for the generally non-confrontational Michelle! I am an Aquarius! :p. Which I guess means right now both that I can sorta see all sides of an arguement and at the same time hold my own preconcieved notion that I am 100% right about it. mwaha, haha ha ha. Which means, I have decided, that in pretty much all cases I am going to be hypocritical. But you get used to it. Hahaha and that is all BS! I love feverish ramblings! Which is why I think that right now I feel the need to share them with the world at large!

Oh, yeah, and then there's the pain. The pain from the pain that I have caused and the pain from the pain that is being caused to me. Both of which come back to me in some form and both of which I spend proper time beating myself up over.

Ok. Yeah. Before I condemn myself further, it's probably time to go back to bed. But at least I don't have the SARS. And Leah might be the only one to find that funny in the slightest after I called her up last night crying and sick and rambling.

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